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Hi, another month has passed May is by no mean spectacular nor is it unproductive 1.) Meditation - On and off, there are room for improvement - However, I realize I am having more random thoughts compared to last time while meditating, I think my attention span decreases 2.) Trading - I failed to make profit this month, in fact it is very very very bad due to emotional speculation post election - However I managed to obtain some profits from my shorts 2 days ago - Now my aim will be 1% profit every day 3.) Job - Got offer as a trainee PDT in Affin Hwang -  It is based in Penang, so no shit I have to live there for a while - Foresee that I will have very little saving for the first year 4.) Workout - Mediocre, because I sustained a wrist injury, so basically I refrain from doing shoulder and back for a while - Also I am trying to eat cleaner but I have gotten into the habit of eating junk food when my parents are not around - I will conclude t...

I am always grateful for what I have, and I know I have a lot more than many people 就是所谓的比上不足比下有余 Therefore, I am always open to do any charity Most of my friends, I realized, often turn away anyone who come seeking for a little donation I am just of the opinion that, donating RM 1 to RM 10(sometimes) does not really burn a hole in my wallet, and often time I will get a pack of tissue in return(or ntg in return, not the point), so why not ? I always heard people say that whatever I donated will be contributing to a big scamming organization But I will take the bet that on some off chance the person who come asking for donation is really someone in dire need of help rather than a swindler I always always always wonder, some people don't bat an eye when they go McD buy an ice cream, but they turn their head away from those who come seeking for a little no-string-attached kind of help The world is big and some people are unfortunate, we are not able to get them out of whate...

好久没有用写华语了 今天想说一些之前看过的，但是应该我认识的人都不会看的电影 在那之前离题一下，之前我 follow 的某个红人在 instagram 替 Isle of dog 这部电影做宣传 是说只要上传一张你狗狗的照片然后说为什么你离不开他，就有机会赢取4张 movie premier 的戏票，而这个 premier  竟然在星期一晚上，而且还要给我4张（2张就好了嘛），搞得我都不懂怎么说服女生陪我看 :/ 电影是由我非常喜欢的导演 Wes Anderson 执导所以我很期待 最近看了万众期待的 Avengers Infinity War 我只能说，看过很多更好看的电影 这么说，这种电影是很纯粹娱乐性的电影，进去吃爆米花不带脑就好了 当然 Marvel studio 的强大，往往在娱乐之余也不忘电影其他重要的质素，比如演技，cinematography，我也是略知一二罢了，反正就不纯粹是爽片啦 打个比喻， Marvel 电影 里我的 top 1 是 Captain America 2 Winter Soldier 第二则是 Captain America 3 Civil War (不懂为什么我很记得这个是我一整晚没睡觉后去考试然后临时约 EeLynn 去看的，我们一起看过蛮多电影的但是我最记得这一部和 MI 5) 但是有很多电影，牛逼在于剧情，在于演技 能把一个没什么大场面，没有 CG 的电影拍得我拍手叫绝 以下我一定要介绍一下，当然以下不是全部，就是我暂时记得的绝世好片 但是，第一的第一的第一一定要介绍 爽片的至极 1.) Mad Max Fury Road 这就是一部我没什么期待（因为我根本没看预告，纯粹无聊随便选一部片来看），但是一进去就被整个狂到逆天的电影节奏给震撼到 这是我出生以来看过最狂，最爽的动作片，一定一定要看 加上还有超酷的 Tom Hardy 2.) Nightcrawler 有很多电影就是，我知道很好看（从评语） OK 我纠正我的说法，不是好看，而是一部好电影 一部好的电影是一个艺术品，所以当一部好电影并不是一部爽片的时候，通常就需要一点 attention span 所以就算我知道是好电影，但是我也不一定会立马去看，而是等到我...

那生活勉强还能自得其乐 而关上灯独自一人 嘴角笑着眼眶为何湿了 我怎么哭了 当我偶尔想起了 想起有你的时刻 哼起你最爱的歌 点了你爱的菜色 为什么哭呢 明明抚平了伤痕 好好过我的人生 绝不是因为你那无心一句 最近如何 我不再哭了 当我渐渐习惯了 习惯伪装着快乐 习惯再爱一个人 就算不那么狂热 你爱着谁呢 ？

刚刚上传了 Penang 的文，现在顺便上传买这个 加上前几天随便上传的敷衍文（抄歌词），这个星期就有3个了 然后刚刚那篇 Penang 文也是西北长，这个星期就这样了 XD 本来我都是写了留到星期六才上传的，可是刚刚 Sook Leng 讲要看我就提早放上去，那就顺便放多一篇啦不管了 这个周末就看我要努力还是要休息，明晚会去 Yi Ling 生日 随便说说我刚刚问 Sook Leng 有没有 Emo 的时候，她说当她以为是好朋友的人不把她当好朋友的人时就会 其实这何尝不是每个人都经历过的事呢 人是一种很简单的生物，我一直有这个念头就是想写一篇来解释我的世界观 其实只要你明白心理学和一些生物学，人就非常容易被理解 我也有过不被看重的朋友在乎的感受，难受得我宁愿永远不做朋友也不想做普通朋友 有点不同的是我的注意力和力气都花在改善自己的生活上 尽量不纠结于过去，化悲愤为力量是我蛮擅长的事 我明白情绪不是自己能控制的，我伤心的时候我不会试图控制自己不伤心，而是控制自己做一些会让我心情变好的事 让心情变好的事这点分辨清楚十分重要 -做一些容易的事，心情暂时会变好，然后就会更加糟糕 -做一些挑战自己的事，感觉会痛苦，可是完成后十分快乐 我知道我说的杂乱无章 >.< 好啦，剩下的以后再说 *OKAY 我刚刚就读到这个，就是我的 point，Doing something that makes you feel good about yourself, not something that makes you feel good !!* ---------------------------我是分割线------------------------------- 不爱，必定有其原因 我们除了要学会接受别人的爱之外，还有必要接受别人的不爱 如果你身上没有让对方欣赏的优点，就算你说一万句[我爱你]也没有用 就算你对他再好，他对你最多是感激，而不是爱 无论怎样，要增加他爱上你的机率，就有必要增加他爱你的[资本] 那就是不断提升自己，让自己变得更优秀 让他自然而然，心甘情愿地爱上你 想让一个对你不感兴趣的人爱上你，不如把吸引他的精力花在改变自己身上 爱不能靠乞求，暴力，威胁，同情 这样的爱，就是回头，也...

Hiiii so I am finally getting my ass down to write about my 5th Penang trip I have been doing a lot of stupid things of late, so I am thinking maybe today I will just relax and be idle Ok so it was me who suggested and asked them if they wanted to go on a trip to Penang, mostly because I was tired during my internship, and was longing for a food trip However it got delayed until late April because I forgot why, but whatever happened happened la ! Basically I guess this blog will be a plain narration of whatever we did with picture attached la Picking up those guys in the morning, slightly later than planned because my father was quite enthusiastic in teaching me how to change car tyre We departed after having breakfast in Thong Khee Seriously a long distance drive doesn't feel that long when I am the driver, rather than the passenger We opted for the ferry because I never tried it before despite I had already had 4 Penang trips prior to this Wrong choice for the girls, be...

无插电版的非常好听 真的很喜欢八三夭不插电的版本 :) 还有已经写好 GE14 的文了，剩下槟城之旅 可能写写最近看过的戏的评语，还有可能我自己 Marvel 系列电影的排行榜 ----------------------我是分割线----------------------- 你存的钱   你租的小小房子 你爱的人   你相信的那些价值 总有一天随风消失 你听着歌   你看着这段歌词 你怀疑着   你长久坚持的坚持 是不是被谁在控制 哭够了 到此为止 恨够了 到此为止 你说我是疯子 有什么人生能够万无一失 到此为止 受够了 到此为止 没错我是疯子 有什么能比快乐还真实

Just want to share an extract in the book "Super Stocks". Kenneth Fisher shared his way of long-term investing in this book. In a chapter though, he briefly share his perspective on TIME, the most valuable asset in this world Also today is GE14, I have a few planned blog posts that I have not gotten my ass down to write Mainly because I am still lazy Those posts include my trip with Uni friends to Penang, my trip with my mum to Penang lol for a job interview, GE14, and also maybe my second visit to Deric's house Post about my first step in working world may arrive only after I start working a while, or maybe before I even start working because I am already freaking excited about it !! -----------------------------我是分割线----------------------------------- I would like to introduce a concept which may seem tangential. It has helped me a lot. Time is scarce. There is never enough to do everything I'd like. I need all the help possible determining where to best ...

刚刚重听重看了一个 MV 几次 哭到我的眼睛有点痛，大概是太久没哭了 #写到这里就被 Yi Ling 叫出去喝茶了，现在回到家继续写 lol# 可能是我前几个星期跟老妈吵了一大架，所以比较有感触 我实在很喜欢八三夭，歌曲多元丰富，亦能抒情，亦能摇滚 这首歌我是配着刚刚出炉的 MV 看才会哭（歌出了很久可是 MV 刚出） 前面先是酝酿那个气氛，直到中间男主和老妈吵架，哭着泪奔出门后，我就有点忍不住了 刚开始看我以为这是一首写给天下妈妈的歌，歌词述说每个孩子叛逆期的想法 可是听了很多次我发现，原来这是他和妈妈和好的歌 歌词里能看出，妈妈不赞成他玩 band，结果坚持梦想的男主和本来亲近的妈妈越来越陌生 直到最后妈妈出席他的演唱会，他才觉得妈妈其实只要他好 中间的歌词真的感动到我，那一段他和妈妈越走越远的动画配合歌词真的是打动我的心扉 这句歌词是说他和妈妈大吵后就有个永远存在的伤痕 “ 為何最親愛的親人卻最陌生 為何這傷痕總難癒合” 很明显，这就是他写了这首想和老妈道歉以前年轻让妈妈伤心 ”我想寫一首歌   和那青春言和 從前   總不願承認   此刻都瞭解了“ 由于 MV 还没有被上传去 Youtube，所以还是呼吁大家花个5分钟去听 听歌的时候也尽量投入进那个 MV 里的故事 妈妈只想你长大成人，管他伟人废人 ------------------------------我是分割线----------------------------------- 碎碎唸 碎碎唸 快起床去上學 都幾點 還不睡 幾點了還在睡 叫吃飯 叫幾遍 還是想當神仙 壓歲錢 長大之前 先放老媽這邊 老媽 說好多遍 我都裝沒聽見 只想玩我的音樂其他懶的理會 老媽 最常說的 不是我想聽的 老媽 最常嘮叨的 不是我要的 我不是好學生 也不是個壞人 我想過我的人生 做我想做的人 課本給別人 K 和朋友去唱 K 天天就跑外面 別把家當飯店 再翹課 再搞 band 就滾出家裡面 滿腔夢想和熱血 她說浪費時間 考個第一志願 找個正當職業 偏偏我就不信邪 常常吵到翻臉 老媽 最常說的 不是我想聽的 老...

Hi guys, is crazy crazy day today I received a call on Saturday, to have an interview on Monday So here I am, in Penang Georgetown, being who I am, finally do not have to lie in an interview to get a job I am required to take 2 examinations before my employer officially issue me an offer letter Therefore, I am going to tell only after I pass them both Now I also went to Penang last week to have an interview plus vacation with my uni friends. I am also going to write a blog about it in the future. In the mean time, have faith and stay awesome

I am going to summon this motivation whenever I hit a plateau ! ------------------------------我是分割线 :P -------------------------------- Wrap your head around not giving a fuck about any advancement until you are 29, but then everyday trying to get better, you will fucking win. Just close your eyes until you are 29.

选对象谈恋爱，从拒绝开始 把不合适，不喜欢，不需要的闲杂人等拒之爱情门外，否则你的生活会一团糟 拒绝可能会让对方难以接受，让对方收到伤害 但比起不爱却给对方希望的举动来说，这种伤害却是最小的 两情相悦的爱才会有真正的快乐，但是深陷爱中的人，只要有一线希望都不会放弃 他顾不上是否两情相悦 这种情况下的人最容易受伤 如果一个不爱你的人接受了你的爱，他给你的也许不是爱，而是伤害 不要以为不拒绝，就不会有伤害 实际上，错误的接受，比拒绝对人的伤害更大 不仅伤害了对方，也会伤害自己 当一个你不爱的人向你示爱时，既使你很寂寞也要直接拒绝 否则会给你带来很多麻烦

Remember, you will not find true joy in sleeping, in relaxing or in spending your time like an idler. As Benjamin Disraeli said:"The secret of success is constancy of purpose." The happiness you are searching for comes through reflecting on the worthy aims you are dedicated to achieving and then taking action daily to advance them. This is a direct application of the timeless philosophy which prescribes that those things which are most important should never be sacrificed to those things which are the least important.