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在我14岁的时候，我在哥妹俩论坛的日记名字是，“男人老狗，ac~~~~~tion !” 然后今年是狗年哈哈，就随便这个标题啦 有对象的人是跨年，没有对象的我昨天熬夜 惊喜的是2点睡觉的我今天8点就自然醒了，身体真的很习惯6小时的睡眠了 不吐不快篇 新年快乐 其实今天应该是一整天拼研究股票 可是早上起来还是一直想到某些我不想再想的事，就一些不知怎么我还是耿耿于怀的东西 主要是因为我昨天熬夜和 Sook Leng, Eelin 她们 countdown，然后自然就想起了2016时我是和 EeLynn，Jane 她们倒数 那我想起了那天我们是去 KLCC 倒数，为了方便的关系我就累累东载西载大家去和回家 我也记得我还有10天就考 P了，所以那之后我就闭关读书 然后几个让我不解的事情就发生了 首先是大家去了马六甲都没叫我，而且我之前还一直说想去马六甲 虽然是临时 jio 隔天就走，可是既然我的考试只在下个星期三，有没有一个人想过说不如等多一个星期我们才叫 Leon 一起去啊 所以上次 Sook Leng 考 C 时我不小心 bojio 她我也花了很大劲来哄回，因为我知道真的不是很好受的说 那也还算了，做过 internship 我也知道在 intern 的2个星期时间是感觉很漫长 可能大家也做得闷闷的就要出去玩也知道我考试就没有问我 那下一个星期我考完了，大家出去吃饭也没有叫我 无言的是我在和 EeLynn 在 messenger 上说话，然后 Jane 就发给我他们全部在吃饭照片 然后就说我要去就去 那是9点了，你们不在吃饭前问我，吃到一半问我要不要去干嘛，我 Kota Kemuning 去到那里几点了都，而且我昨天才考完试根本就是等出去的心情 然后就是没有，完全没有一个人在那之前问我要不要一起吃 2个星期前我还载大家去倒数哦 2个星期后就什么东西 ？ 那我也不是那种怀恨在心的人 可能就在某个想到的时刻，会有一点不解 我知道不是每个人都会想到自己，也不是她们的错因为这个世界这么多人，通常自己努力一点去参与的话大家也不会排挤的 那种全部人出去但是完全没有问到自己的感觉，我不懂是不是我自己放大啦 所以过后我也从很多角度来想这件事 可能性之一就可能我没有自己想象中和他们那么要好 也有可能就是故意不要叫...

Last Friday concluded the last trading day of 2017, the market has been okay to me for the short month that I traded in it I learnt lessons by losing money from stupid impulsive mistakes, but I made money from stupid impulsive moves also haha I admit I am not a very good trader for now, but one thing I will say I am very good at is cutting losses The law of probability dictates that if I work hard and keep planning trade according to my criteria, I will score a home run one day, til then I have to keep my losses small while moving up the learning curve There will be many times that the market move up and your stocks stay sideway, in this time you will doubt yourself However, it is never who run the fastest in the stock market, is about who run the longest By taking trading as a business, as long as my performance meets my goal, I don't care what other stocks are doing For me, a 3 to 4% per month of compounding will give me 40 to 60% or return per year That is already bett...

2017 has been great, guess why ? Because I worked my ass off in the last quarter of the year. In January 2017, I deferred my internship and took a few SOA papers, I failed both of them. So I decided to chill in March 2017, and to be honest I forgot what I did back then. When the final semester start, I was determined to spend as much time as I can in class with my friends, as I want to build good post graduate friendships, and also build lasting memories Fun is fun, but not many of the "good times" linger in my thought After I finished my final exam, I stay chilled from July to the end of August, as I planned. Because in September 2017, I started to take my stock trading pretty seriously, as CIMB stock challenge 2017 had been just around the corner. Also I was watching 1 excel tutorial video per day as an effort to improve my excel fluency. In October 2017, we took part in CIMB stock challenge 2017, we managed to snatched the 4th place until we took bigger risk and...

我有一个非常不是很喜欢的朋友叫做 Cuthbert，我想不到我还有非常不是很喜欢谁了 他是那种看戏时超容易被一些简单的桥段给逼哭 那我也有另一个朋友叫符怡宁，每次去看戏也是乱哭一把，有一次我奇怪为什么她没有带 tissue 进去 那我也不是完全在吐槽他们哭点低，我是一个不容易被逼哭的人，但不代表我不想被逼哭 正是因为我知道自己不容易被感动，我每次看电影都抱着希望自己能被感动的心情去看 曾经把我逼哭的电影，台词，甚至歌我还是可以说出7 或8个的，所以我不是冷血啦 :D 可我今天想随便说说的是其中一个让我些许感动的小说，“后青春期的诗” 九把刀这一次不带大家到天马行空的超能力世界，而是回到地球表面，镜头跟着一群老朋友聚会后，想起十二年前埋的时光胶囊后，展开一场尽力完成十二年前自己对自己的承诺的故事 注意我刚刚说“随便说说的是其中一个让我些许感动的小说”，因为我不是想介绍或说什么评语 12月23号我和一班朋友开了个小小的圣诞节聚会，我在群组里建议我们也玩一个时光胶囊，虽然完全被无视，可是其实我私底下有和 Sook Leng 随便说说 过后并没有做这个时光胶囊，可是我想了想，我的愿望好像非常的不青春啊 在“后青春期的诗”里，18岁的主角们一人写了3个梦想，放进保温瓶，挖了一个大洞把保温瓶埋了起来，然后一个变态打手枪仪式来发誓10年后大家一起把它挖出来，看看大家有没有实现自己对自己的承诺 不说18岁，就21岁的我，可能还会说我某天一定要打至少一场拳击或泰拳比赛 我一定要追到女神级的女朋友之类的 23岁的我，牺牲了最喜欢的几项运动，因为晚上要看K线图 23岁的我，不再坚持每餐得吃得健康，因为和朋友开心也很重要 23岁的我，不再不在乎全部人去补习我一个人回家，因为我也渴望友情 重点是，重点是，重点是，我忽然发觉，我好像已经就快要脱离最适合玩时光胶囊的年纪了 如果我18岁，或21岁写，或许我能在10年后笑笑自己当初的年少青涩 23岁的我，虽然还没有完全被社会驯服，可是也为了现实妥协了不少 小说里，森弘要打篮球打进公牛或湖人，现实是他乖乖打了工，连员工篮球队也没参加 小说里，西瓜要开一辆跑车，现实是驾着国产车，卖着一驾一驾买不起的进口车 那回到我，我还有一点点对未来的憧憬，尤其说时光胶囊我也有自己的·1年，3年和5年计划 ...

A lot of time we are hurt and we conceal it, I see it everywhere We are used to being silence about your bullshit that hurt us Throwing tantrum all over the place when we have so much else in mind Most of the time I try to be fun and positive Whenever a woman is the prickly kind of girl, I will always laugh and apologise They don't know under the smiley face we too are tired, carrying so much hurt unrevealed while you crying over a scratch on your fingertip, we smile and apologize I have my fair share of screw up moments I know But just you know that, we are the kind of animal that leave a thousand blades stabbed by your actions on our back, while smilingly try to make you happy ps: I wrote this very long time ago and I just published it, because there were so many times I had to "tam" someone, fake a lot of smile, apologize, even when I am not feeling well, just because I don't want to make a big fuss When I make a big fuss, you can be sure a lot of thin...

饥饿时，什么都是美味的。 当一个人的需要得到满足也是一种快乐，但这种需求不能代表爱的所有需求。 在饥饿的时候，我们会本能地降低对食物的要求，只有不饿的时候，才知道自己究竟喜欢什么样的口味，理解需要和爱是两回事。 爱里面有[需要]的成分，但绝不仅仅是需要，尚有彼此的欣赏，彼此的相似性，无条件的利他行为等。 很多人分不清需要和爱，分不清依恋和爱，分不清感激和爱，分不清好感和爱。 需要，依恋，感激，好感等感觉都会给你爱的错觉。 不要仅仅为了感激，为了依赖，为了愧疚而接受一个人。 当你不能给对方真正的爱时，不仅对自己不负责任，对对方也是一种罪过。

Okay, so this is my kind of chart pattern <3 Let's play a game, see how these 4 companies perform next Apr Of course I am not invested, being a broke students, it is just a game haha

几年之前去 Jonathan Quek 的演讲，虽然到最后的最后发觉是叫你去做直销，可是也算是学到了一些东西 模模糊糊记得的算是一个叫 3B 的东西啦，因为很好记 其实就是他说他每天早上会尝试克服 3个B, 借此来 empower 他的一天 科学根据来说就是一个人若早上做了最难的事， 会给心情好的影响，借此展开有效率的一天 3B stands for Bed, Body, Book 虽然不是有意去追随这个 ritual，但是我在 internship 期间的 morning routine 就顺便克服了3B 今天是 11月30日，这个 morning routine 也持续了 一个月 （周末除外） 第一个 B 是 Bed，既是要克服赖床的习惯 现在我周一到周五都5点起来（周二除外，那是休息日），10到11点间睡觉 起初是很想死啦，现在我的身体已经习惯 4点30 自然醒 而且我发觉如果我起来后立刻离开冷气房，去客厅用电话10至20分钟我的身体就会完全进入清醒状态 第二个 B 是 Body, 也就是早上运动 早上身体关节比较僵硬，热身是要久一点才不会受伤 早上起来后，运动那一部分其实没什么难度因为我习惯体能训练了 要增肌的时候会做举重或者去公园做引体向上和俯卧撑 要减肥的时候就会去跑步，然后回家做一些仰卧起坐 第三个 B 是 Book， 也就是早上读书 通常5点起来，玩个电话到5点20分让身体苏醒 运动个一个小时到 6点30分左右 出门后搭上7点40分的 KTM，KTM上那40~50分钟就是我读书的时候了（回家那段是 50/50， 有时听歌，有时读书） 这个月已经 clear 了3本书 (用电话读 pdf file) The truth of stock tape, How to make money in stocks, Market Wizard : Interviews with top traders 三本都是经典，好书好书 好啦这就是我一个月每个早上不经意的克服了 3B 我不是异常幸运的基因中奖者，可是我很幸运地有改变自己的机会 关于运气这种事我打算在另一个贴文说

I remembered one of the first few Tekken competitions I watched was JDCR V.S Incognito It was Tekken Tag 2, JDCR from South Korea was using Heihachi and Armor King, while Incognito from the USA was using Bob and Bryan. And holy shit was I blown away by the technicality and perfect execution of the characters' moves Since then I pay more attention to Tekken's technical side, instead of just playing it blindly like how I used to play fighting games I started learning all the "jargon" for Tekken, like frame, high crush, low crush, homing, etc. It is the only E game I watch, and play offline with my brother As it is the only E game I watch so far I guess I can write a post to honour our memory haha It is such a difficult game, that requires so many so many time in practice mode, and then carry forward what you practice into real fight, which guarantee 80% of what you do in practice mode cannot be done when you are fighting for real That is why I only play offl...

*那些年我们听的歌，14岁的日子好遥远 那时的我不敢和女生搭话，每天放学打篮球还有去 mamak 买冰水 每天傍晚去公园玩卡，不然就是在家门前打羽球 还好我有出去玩的青春 (还有大家一起在公园看A片)* ---------------------------------------------------我是分割线----------------------------------------------------- 心很空 天很大 云很重 我恨孤单 却赶不走 捧着她的名字 她的喜怒哀乐 往前走 多久了 一个人心中只有一个宝贝 久了之后 她变成了眼泪 泪一滴在左手 凝固成为寂寞 往回看 有什么 那女孩对我说 说我保护她的梦 说这个世界 对她这样的不多 她渐渐忘了我 但是她并不晓得 遍体鳞伤的我 一天也没再爱过 那女孩对我说 说我是一个小偷 偷她的回忆 塞进我的脑海中 我不需要自由 只想揹着她的梦 一步步向前走 她给的永远 不重

There is one study aid I adopt a lot of time That is white noise, love it so much I generally DON'T use it when I study at home This is because I am afraid constantly blasting noise into my ear may damage my hearing in long term Also, it is not needed if I am already in a serene study place I used it when I have to drown out the noise Sunway library has some of the most annoying users, who talk or listen music in their earphone but the volume is so loud I can hear it That is when the white noise comes into picture, I find it very effective at times I mean it always drown out the other noises, but it does not necessary help me to concentrate Also, at time like NOW, when my stupid dog is barking, or when my dad is mumbling complaint again. White noise will save the day.. Lastly, I particularly use the white noise below in youtube, I screenshot it, you like it you can try it. I am putting my earphone on for now. :D

客观上来说，这个世界上，人与人之间的差距原本就很大。 人的所有行为背后的动机都是爱自己，满足自己，而且自己习以为常的这套生活方式，和几十年来灌输在头脑中的思想，很难轻易为对方改变。 因此，我们看到镜中的自己是最顺眼的。 ”找互补的对象好，还是相似的对象好？“ 当然，两人也不可能绝对的相似或互补。 相似是指在一些本质上的东西，例如价值观，处事方式，原则等。 而互补则在一些小细节方面，例如兴趣，爱好，性格方面。 [相似]应该是指彼此接纳，认同和支持。而[互补]应该是能让彼此欣赏，让自己更加完美并得到很好的提升。

送上 Jalil 写给 Mariam 的信 :D  (A thousand splendid suns) 我读的时候都差点哭了 May 13, 1987 My dear Mariam: I pray that this letter finds you in good health. As you know, I came to Kabul a month ago to speak with you. But you would not see me. I was disappointed but could not blame you. In your place, I might have done the same. I lost the privilege of your good graces a long time ago and for that I only have myself to blame. Bui if you are reading this letter, then you have read the letter that I left at your door. You have read it and you have come to see Mullah Faizullah, as I had asked that you do. I am grateful that you did, Mariam jo. I am grateful for this chance to say a few words to you. Where do I begin? Your father has known so much sorrow since we last spoke, Mariam jo. Your stepmother Afsoon was killed on the first day of the 1979 uprising. A stray bullet killed your sister Niloufar that same day. I can still see her, my little Niloufar, doing head stands to impress gues...

爱，越纯粹越快乐 虽然爱与物质都重要，但爱终究比不过物质。 在马斯洛的需求层次理论中，我们可以看到，人们只有先解决温饱问题，才会考虑爱的问题。 生活压力越来越大，人就会变得越来越现实。 有很多人坚守自己的爱情，当爱情得到后，却发现[贫贱夫妻百事哀]，交不起房租，吃不起餐厅，穿不起名牌，爱情终究不能持续多久。 有的人一直追求物质，豪车名牌，内心却异常空虚，渴望得到一份理想的爱情。 有的人偏重精神享受，有的人偏重物质享受，我不能说前者就是快乐，后者就是不快乐的。 但是，如果你选择了一个物质富有的对象，记得 ：不在于对方有什么，而在于对方会给你什么

目前为止我还没在我周围遇过另一个黄明志的粉丝 此人在大马被媒体妖魔化了无数年，加上他本人的性格就是你要踩我那我就躺在地上让你踩完了我再继续做我的事，所以名声在马来西亚尤其是看眼值的年轻女生里是不很好 我只是想简约地说说他为什么是我的偶像 音乐方面，他的歌对我来说是可以听 虽然不是那种超级经典，可是有很多首“可以听” 就好像一个歌手可能有一首100 分的歌 黄明志没有一首是 100 分， 可是几乎每一首都是70分以上 曲风超级无敌多样化 饶舌，印度风，摇滚，搞笑，讽刺，感人 其实有些晚上我都在房间里看一个又一个的 MV 没错，是看 MV，歌可以听以外，每一个 MV 都诚意拳拳，充满创意 两首让我流泪的歌，“老母”，“台北之旅” K 歌，“飘向北方”，“飙高音” 搞笑，“泰国情歌”，“咖喱咧”，“Littlt India"(个人其实超级喜欢这一首)，”啪啪啪“ Emo 华语歌， ”去年新年“，”吉隆坡下雪“ Rap，“好想你 2.0”，“台北之旅”，“4896”，“我很坏”(我也喜欢这个) 跳舞曲，“Thai ChaCha"，"全民偶像” 本人其实最欣赏的不是音乐上的成就 (他自己也知道他唱功马马虎虎），而是他的奋斗史 从被全马媒体封锁，第一场演唱会被取消，电影被禁播，被媒体妖魔化，种种打压下漂亮地完成了自己的梦想，当上了主流歌手，入围了两次金曲“最佳男歌手” 虽然他的形象是大刺刺，挑战敏感话题，整天又讲话有性暗示，可是就是因为他不想在别人面前做一个假拜的自己 用这个角度看，你的偶像很完美，我的偶像很真实，这就是他，没有私底下的他，荧幕上荧幕下他就是这个德行 是的，我就是有时讲一些性暗示的笑话 是的，我就是敢敢硬抗强权 是的，我的歌词和 MV 有时会有一些很不偶像很不给你少女遐想空间的内容 我觉得可能是因为我们是同类人，所以我能了解 因为我们发自内心地相信自己是个好人，我们问心无愧，不在乎别人的想法 其实他只在默默地努力创作 他写了一首歌，纪念陪他度过低潮的台湾前女友，叫“台北之旅” 他写了一首歌，在母亲节和他妈妈合唱，告诉全世界他有多爱他母亲，叫“老母” 他写了一首歌，悼念前一年逝世了的外公外婆，叫“去年新年” 他写了一首歌，纪念我国国庆，叫“Ali, AhKao D...

<Dangal>, OR <我的冠军女儿> OR <摔跤吧！爸爸> One of the best film I have ever watched, yet so little publicity in Malaysia Taiwan famous author, Giddens Ko strongly recommended this film on his facebook page Since this film is about wrestling, and I like all kind of martial art, naturally I checked out the trailer And I was blown away by the beautiful cinematography, the action scenes, and the hot blooded in your face music Extremely interested, and no way to watch it in Malaysia, I resorted to searching online And since it is in Tamil, I had to find one with English subtiltes I settled with one that is not HD It is maybe the best film ever produced from the Bollywood (again, highly unjustified, since it is the only Bollywood movie I watch) Briefly it tells the story that a former national wrestler gave up his dream of competing for gold in Olympic, in order to provide to his family Although he had high hope for his son to carry the torch, his wife gave birth to 4 gi...

"I think I need everyone to think I am the greatest, the fantastic "Mr. Fox" And if they aren't completely knocked out and dazzled and intimidated by me, then I don't feel good about myself." This is a line that I can relate to in the movie "Fantastic Mr,Fox" Just very BRIEFLY recommend this director to you guys Jeng Jeng Jeng, drumrolll* Wes Anderson !!! Firstly,  "Fantastic Mr,Fox" Okay, on the surface, at least for this movie, we see a different quality of animation compared to those production from well known studios However, it is a great movie in terms of the pacing, story, dialogues, and content (乱乱讲) I said before right, I have watched so many movies until the point that most movies fall short of my expectation However, this one meets Big Hero 6, Frozen, Moana, all fell short Fantastic Mr.Fox, original, funny, FUN to watch, dun take itself too seriously, brilliant The 2nd film I want to r...

我在观音亭的日子 其实就算认识我的人也没什么知道，我很喜欢在观音亭的时光 和小孩子打成一片让我暂时远离大人世界里的种种烦恼 没记错的话我11岁开始在观音亭上儿童佛学班 13岁后自然进入中学组，18岁后成为老师 17岁前我家和观音亭只有5分钟的距离 搬家后我每个早上要驾半个小时去，半个小时回，回到家累了还要睡个午觉 我当了3年的老师，其实除了喜欢和小孩子做朋友，也是某种方式来报答那个地方给我的一切 我交了很多朋友，我有了很多回忆，我有了自己做人的核心价值，我学会了社交 在那里呆了8年，自然到处是朋友了 每天下课后就和其他的老师们在食堂吹水吃饭 有表演时和大家彻夜排练 有生活营时和大家绞尽脑汁地想如何布置 一年一次的拜年，一年一次的 one day trip 还有就是很多很多好吃的食物 XDDD 虽然说，不是每个人都很喜欢我，毕竟后来才知道也是个有是非的地方 可是至少我和每个谈得来的都是真心谈得，我也是真心喜欢和小孩子谈天讲废话 以前的我绝对是个内向的怪咖，至少现在我成为了有暂时外向能力的内向怪咖 由于大家时常把营长的位置推来推去，我有几次就勉为其难的当了副营长或营长 回忆真的有很多很多 无数次的义工，每一次的生活营，每个星期日的吹水 现实就是我也长大了，有了自己的目标 当了三年的老师，和6年多的义工，恩也报得七七八八，就离开了 离开了那个地方两年多，察觉到虽然是开心，可是我还是有自己的目标 身为一个成年人，我也开始有自己的负担，时间有限，把时间花在对身为大人的我更有益的活动上更为妥当 希望大家健康快乐 :) 以下看图说故事 这是第一次卫塞节和大家一起去花车游行 这是台湾来的师傅，我记得当晚师傅不小心扭到脚 lol 记得他是一个很幽默的人 这是第一年的 Go Go green 这位仁兄笑死我 某个仪式 忘了做什么 团康比赛，我还不小心拿了 top 10， 上了个报纸和拿了件 T shirt 骗你没有钱啦 中秋团康晚会，超 high 的 对不起有点乱水，反正这是某年的营火啦 有没有看起来很 high...

Sunk Cost Fallacy A lot of time I see people clinging on things, people, relationships, goals, etc. that do not work out Many times they do so because they have invested a vast amount of time in that thing Some are running a failing business for years, slowly burning their lives away, reluctant to let go due to the fact that they have dedicated so many years Some are clinging on relationships they do not like, afraid of letting go but totally unsatisfied with their partner I am not telling people to just give up whenever the going gets tough or whenever things do not workout, but it is best that you are aware of this psychological trick that may trap you in doing things that are not going to be fruitful Just because you have wasted a lot of time of something, doesn't mean that it is going to pay back sooner or later. We see the entrepreneurs that persevere and achieve tremendous success, but do you see the entrepreneurs that persevere and end up with nothing ? No becaus...

“这时代瞬间万变，谈恋爱像吃快餐一样方便 因为没有勇气相信永远，只好向你承诺我会珍惜眼前” 不是那种很伤感的歌，是我小时候的回忆

*I am thinking like either one long post Or 2 short posts per week* There was this guy, name Jarren, who lives in Bukit Rimau, and was a student in Canadian Pre U in Sunway University Back when my BJJ still sucks, we met in Muayfit Kota Kemuning, and he was so interested in doing martial art that he asked me to go to his park to workout and do sparring session together So actually in 2015 I think, there were a few months I went to his park and sparred with him there in the open area We did BJJ, MuayThai and Boxing The reason I am writing about this is to remember this bizarre experience of us rolling in the park on the dirty grass for a few months to improve our BJJ lol He went to New Zealand for further study, and we still do martial art on our own now It is such a short blog, so maybe I will talk about another incident that happened yesterday night which is also martial art related haha My coach Zhen Wei went to Taiwan with family (I saw her instastory, kept eating only lol...

这篇将会是短的 以前有一阵子我试过买一些猫粮放进背包，打算看到野猫野狗就日行一善 结果好像是因为我的每日行程都是上课放学，没什么机会接触野猫野狗，所以很久都没用到 所以某日和朋友去 lorong 吃宵夜，回车的路上，贸然看到两只小猫在楼梯上 机不可失我就去车后箱拿了书包里的猫粮，然后开了倒在地上给它们吃 好笑的是我看着它们在吃时，他们的妈妈叼了一只鱼头回来 我还记得那个妈妈的表情就是完全蒙到连叼着的鱼头都掉下来了，还呆了一响，完全不能理解为啥她的孩子们在吃着不懂哪里变出来的东西 那个表情完全就是一百分哈哈 我也不打扰一家人用餐时间就说 bye bye 闪人了 还有就是喂了动物要赶紧趁它们吃着时走，不然过后会跟着你，内心依依不舍还算了，以前有一只超小猫跟我跟到马路上结果我倒后镜看到它被罗里碾过了，后悔了好久 所以长大了要变一个善良和勇敢的人 !

I started lifting weight since I was 15, and I am not a very muscular or shredded guy But I am in pretty fine shape My chest muscle is the most developed among the different muscle group of my body, and you know what, I lift only 20kg, though couple with body weight pushups The thing is, you show people your hard work at gym by the look of your body, not by telling people how heavy you lift I am very comfortable in lifting lighter weights, as it cause less stress on my joints and has less risk of injury which may hinder my training Always, I see people lifting way heavier than they should, and coincidentally, these are the kind of people who others will not call fit One of my female course mate leg press way heavier than me, I have no idea how Another guy who is 20+kg lighter than me, performed a deadlift on 70kg weights, bro I have been doing one day of leg plyometric and one day of leg weight resistance training every week for few months, and I don't even attempt...

因为超立方强力推荐“乐来乐爱” aka "La La Land" 我是抱着很高期望去戏院看这部电影 也因为我想要更好德观看体验，我连预告也没看就买票入场了 其实我也不懂是不是因为这样我一开始看得有点一头雾水，加上我不知道为什么 GSC 会没有字幕，完全硬着头皮看下去 会看得一头雾水是因为当场我捉不到电影的重点在哪里，高潮在哪里，到底要传达什么 可是会想写这篇是因为看完后仔细琢磨了一阵子，就能明白电影的重点在哪里 这部电影就是Sebastian 和 Mia 一部分的人生写照 从他们满怀梦想地开始发展，直到屈服于现实的残酷而妥协 可是当一方选择为了另一半妥协自己的梦想时，那个另一半却很不甘地提醒他当初那份炙热地心 因为双方都知道对方很爱很爱自己的梦想，而不想对方为自己而放弃，所以不断地鼓励对方 有一幕，是在 Mia 的 audition 过后， Sebastian 对她说，你要为这个机会献出你自己的一切 而在这段对话之后，电影跳到两年后 Mia 已经是个成功的女演员，而也已经身为人母，可是丈夫却不是 Sebastian 在机缘巧合下，Mia 和丈夫进入了一个 Jazz club, Mia 讶异地发觉 Jazz club 的名字是 Seb，也就是当初她帮 Sebastian 未来的 Jazz club 取的名字 在台上表演的 Sebastian 看到了 Mia 和她的丈夫，就徐徐弹起了他和 Mia 第一次相遇时他在弹的曲子 这时候 Sebastian 和 Mia 进入了　La La Land, 一个幻想的世界 他们所做出的种种选择在荧幕以 What if 的形式重播 在一个虚幻的世界里 Sebastian 第一次遇到 Mia 时就亲她，而不是夺门而出 在遇到 Sebastian 的旧友时，他们只问候几句， Sebastian 并没有背弃自己的音乐而和他们组团 World Tour Mia 也在自己掏钱包的 stage play 大放异彩，全场热烈欢呼， 而不是只有寥寥数人 到后来，他们结婚，有了自己的孩子，做了对方一辈子的牵手 直到 Sebastian 弹完了最后一个 note, 他们回到了现实世界 在这里，Mia 完成了自己的梦想，成为了女演员 Sebastian 也坚持传承传统的 Jazz m...

I actually plan to do this more consistently, blogging I mean Anyway there were maybe a few things in my mind I want to talk about, like maybe tell my time as a teacher in Kuan Inn Teng, some of my previous dates with girls I like ( like super long time ago ) But since I do not have the time to dig up the photos, I will just talk about one of my favorite pastime That will be watching movies I go to cinema alone, and to emphasize it, I love going to cinema alone, and with friends of course If I were to watch a few movies in a day, then I usually prefer to go by myself, since hardly anyone is willing to do that As someone who has watch a lot of movies, I sort of develop the uncontrollable urge of analyzing and predicting a movie as I watch it, so there are rarely any movies that can surprise me in anyway Of course, I still enjoy some well made movies that just want you to have a blast, for instances the Marvel franchise, fast and furious franchise, John Wick, etc. ...

I did not have much of a plan for my life last time, I enjoyed my non working life And truth to be told, I have dreaded working life until now, one month before the first day of my internship I want to be a retail trader, but I have not been working hard There is a saying, if you don't want it like you want to breathe, then you just kinda want it There were a lot of things that happened that made me lose focus, I fell down a lot, however I always dusted myself and moved on My sight is set on 6 years from now, I will be 3 months shy of 30 year old by then 6 years is a lot of time, 6 years ago I was 17 year old, when I look at it from that perspective I see that so much can be done in 6 years I have a simple goal, I want financial freedom, enough to provide for my family, to help those I care about, and to be able to do what I am passionate about Of course, it will be one bite at a time Hopefully I can get through the hurdles Nowadays I REALLLY think choosing the right ...

I used to watch a lot of Hong Kong and Singapore drama back when I was in secondary I sort of quit when I was in form 4 because I started taking my academic performance more seriously Also I almost quit gaming, and I have not played some of the popular mobile and online games til now even though people, including those who are smarter than me, are playing However, I started watching some good TV shows as I become more free after completing CFA level 1, so I would like to share the few shows I watch I try to make sure a show is worth my time before I commence, but sometimes it may still not be up to my expectation 1.) Rick and Morty Nellie introduces a show to me, forgot what it name was, and she briefly mentioned that Rick and Morty season 3 is coming this year, and that is how I got to know the show. I ended up watching only one episode of whatever she recommended, and binge watched the whole 2 seasons of Rick and Morty. I just finished season 3. It is a FREAKING BIG show o...