Laggy Fridday Night :(

Hey I have been rather busy/lazy lately, hence I spammed some pre-written post last few weeks lol

Kinda like the filler episode in anime don't you think ? XD (pointless and serve the purpose of "filling" the week's quota)

*Somehow this become an emo post in the end haha, because I was multitasking, and I sort of lost track of what I wanted to write*

I have not written in English for soooo LONGGG, because most of them who read my blog (I assume they read) feel more comfortable with Chinese

However, there will be times when I feel like turning BANANA :P

Despite having several topic in mind that I want to write, I want to update you my life in Penang real quick

And ya I know, my life in Penang, who cares right ?

Mainly because the last time I talk about my life is around few weeks ago, after that is all this series that series >.< (sorrryyyy loooooooo)

So ya, a quick random update of my life here ;) 

I am in the midst of my third working month now, if you do not know I am working in Affin Hwang Capital as a trainee IVT dealer a.k.a  trainee trader, I am probably dedicating a post for my first job after graduation

So far I am not doing very well in terms of profit and loss, but the market has been rather choppy lately, so we shall see how I fare in a trending market

But I am not doing super bad either la, just that I am not doing well lo :3

My parents came visit me last Saturday and I followed them to a wedding dinner in Bukit Mertajam

That time I spent a night living in a hotel in Bukit Mertajam, initially I planned to write after the wedding dinner, but ended up whatsapp chatting with Wen Ling until late night (I love giving relationship advice hahahaha)

I brought them around on Sunday (11-11), had dinner in a restaurant Golden Thai that I went almost everytime I went Batu Ferringi during my few Penang trips last time, except the time with Sook Leng them

Because the restaurant offers a freaking goooood seaview, and the price is definitely within budget !!

Check out the view below !

Also, I have lived by myself for more than a month now

Honestly it took no time for me to get used to living by myself, as you know I am quite a loner

I may also dedicate a post to introduce the place I am living in now XD

And maybe a post about my daily routine 

Workplace wise, everyday is very fun with my current colleagues 

My colleagues are Fucking funny, I almost laugh like shit everyday hahaha (and damn horny also la)

The only thing that is heartbreaking is to see your colleagues lose A LOT of money, as I know it is very very difficult to recover especially when you have a BIG capital

I read about it before, one of the tough thing about this job is to see people leave, as the survival rate in this industry is so damn unforgiving

I am also trying to learn Hokkien online now

I think I have improved a lot, though not able to be coherent, but I can form very basic sentences and understand a lot more now

Kai Chong also came visit me last week, he was the 3rd one after Wen Ling and Mizuka

We had dinner and talked about stocks trading, which is cool, because weirdly I can't find anyone to talk about chart reading in my team :/

You know I actually don't consider myself a trader yet

I don't want the to put the trader title until I feel like I earn it via developing and maturing my skills

I will most likely go back to KL during CNY, or December if the market is super bad

*Sorry the wifi is SUPER lag, made me super pek cek now*

There are some benefits of living out station by myself

Firstly, most of my friends are in KL, so I don't have to attend all outings now without being a "off kia"

To be honest, moderate amount of outings is necessary for mental health, but sometimes I just feel like doing my own stuff more than going out to talk non sense

Ya you may get ignored by friends over time if you do this, but then you should not let others opinion affect you too much actually 

Like I drove my friends to Tze Mint convo, jam jam few hours, and she didnt find me also when she came Penang  (I get it, with family ma, maybe it was my first month and I would be glad to see any familiar face)

I mean, I used to believe in "Inconvenient-ing" myself for my friends, not talking bout being a driver only, but about everything

But honestly, nowadays, fuck it 

Not worth it, the more you give, the more people will take it for granted, and when one day you stop giving, you become like the bad guy lol

ANYWAY, ya I likeeeee living outstation, free from jios, work on myself 

Am I a petty person ?

I keep remembering those times I gave, and I always remember those times I was disappointed also

I try my best to remember those times I receive, I know I am treasured as a friend geh

However, I so far have not felt many friends "inconvenient-ing" themselves for me as I did for many of them, like I said, taken for granted

But for those who did trouble themselves for me, I remember and you are my higher friends 

For those who keep disappointing me, ya you are getting lower and lower in my rank, I don't even care what you think about me anymore